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[09 Oct 2004|12:26am] [ music | ::green day:: ] ok so i am going to switch my lj to this other one i have that i dont use. add me guys.  _almostxfamous_   xo.

nicole my mood is creative!!! hahaha. [07 Oct 2004|05:08pm] [ mood | creative ] nicole kathrina and I are the P.E. sluts! hahaha. we lost our shorts...*wink* *wink* we looked naked underneath! "That's disgustingggggg!!!" wow! fun stufffff. i love my cyclops. she failed her spanish test & she failed her math test and A.V.I.D. which celebrities do you think are nice or a bitch? hahaha. i love you guys!! [8]

[06 Oct 2004|09:11pm] i hate school. all in favor say I. [15]

[03 Oct 2004|04:13pm] [ mood | bored ] i have too much hw and studying. this weekend has been ok. i have had better...way better, but its ok. now i am off to study bio. how not exciting. [2]

[30 Sep 2004|11:46pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | ::the killers:somebody told me:: ] trust: something that i cannot do. i cannot trust anyone in any circumstance. i am yet to find a person, any one who wont repeat what i say, no matter who they tell it to. but i am trustworthy. i know how to keep someones stuff to myself. i am not one to go around spreading it. so i lost historian, its ok i love you marie. i know i got cut off. or maybe just others got more time and i have a feeling i know why... i have never been apart of something in my whole entire life as disorganized as youth and government. this year...y and g is going to be interesting. i seriously didnt expect the outcome of tonight. school is stressful up the butt. i had a mild anxiety attack and didnt go to school today. i am stressing over all this crap that my history teacher is giving us and all my other classes. there simply is no easy way out of things. i spend so much time working for what is important to me and once it is over, its not as important as i thought. maybe if i put more energy into the small things in life, i will be more relaxed and satisfied. i thought this week was going to be the best, but so far it has brought me down in all aspects possible. hopefully things will start to look up soon. </3 madison. [7]

[27 Sep 2004|06:43pm] [ mood | excited ] [ music | kroq ] TODAY...I GOT MY TICKET FOR FlOgGiNg MoLlY! <3 [3]

[26 Sep 2004|07:10pm] [ mood | bored ] [ music | ::phantom planet:in our darkest hour:: ] this weekend was SO incredibly FUN. friday alex came home with me after school and we were hanging out at my house and looking at celebrities without make up...not pretty! then we met lauren half way and walked to her house and watched mean girls. then sam came over and joined us and soon we all went to see first daughter which was very bad and exactly like chasing liberty. (chasing liberty was WAY better) we got "free" popcorn and during the movie lauren and i were "arguing" over the popcorn until it flew so high that it got everywhere...had to be there. after we went to laurens house and had a picnic in her front yard at like 11. we ate so many cookies with milk! then we all left. saturday lauren, sam and i worked out. then at night i went to dinner at my grandmas house. my aunt was in town so yea...later at like 12 i decided to sleep at laurens. so my dad picked sam up and we both slept over...mmm SO much FUN! we talked about everything "scenarios" and at 2am we snuck out through laurens bathroom window to go egg houses...well lauren flipped out so it was just me and sam...it ended up not being as much fun as it should have. lauren came out 3 minutes later like i predicted and we never even ended up throwing eggs at houses...just on the street. today we woke up and walked to mc donalds for breakfast...blah it was good. we saw shaun yates drive by...very coincidental. then we wnet back to laurens and just hung around. then i came home and this whole day all i have been doing is hw. its not fun...at all. tuesday is going to be SO much FUN. *all woman rock award show* yay! thursday is election night! vote for me for historian! friday, saturday, and sunday is catalina!!!!! -does any one have an extra hair straightener that they dont want...and want to give to me? xo

i say one thing....you think another. [23 Sep 2004|10:00pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | ::my chemical romance:im not okay:: ] my hair is officially cut! and i LOVE it. SoRrY nO pIcTuRe! today was good. Just say it to MY FACE! -i CAN handle it- i wish the weekened was here already. BLooDY Ay [7]

[19 Sep 2004|09:36pm] when everything just fails_blow bubbles! [9]

[18 Sep 2004|11:31pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | ::nothing:: ] starting over...head to toe. beginning with my hair...tomorrow! *tonight was pretty good...it feels good to open up and say what you truly feel* [2]

[11 Sep 2004|11:16pm] [ mood | egh! ] [ music | ::linkin park:breaking the habit:: ] Sam and I are mad. They TOTALLY left us...and LIED about it too. EGH. I have Four words for you...related, hairy, coward, hot. ps_i dont like school. ThE eNd! [5]

[08 Sep 2004|09:12pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | ::norah jones:shoot the moon:: ] school is tomorrow. this summer i had no regrets. everything was awesome . sunday was great closure. i am ready to go back now. xo. [2]

[30 Aug 2004|08:41pm] [ mood | creative ] [ music | ::phatom planet: in our darkest hour:: ] today i drove! my mom let me around our neighborhood and it was awesome! and i wasn't half as bad as i anticipated... sam cam over and we had a creative time working on this box thingy. now i am in the mood to clean out things for you know why. i have nothing else to say besides school starts soon and i still have to get my classes. xo. [2]

[29 Aug 2004|09:53pm] [ mood | tired ] [ music | ::coheed:: ] catalina was so awesome! ~snorkeling, kayaking, swam in the ocean ((and la cookerachaed...hehe)),hiked, relaxed, cooked food, was a jc!((junior councelor)), got rides on a quad((a four wheeler motorcycle thing)) with a hot guy, the general store, random pizza and coffee cake...its not delivery...its mama celeste!, tampons, IT'S TRUE!!!, campfires, two harbors, little harbor and the beach, tipping over in the kayak w/lauren, running into a rock = / and soooo much more. i got an ok tan and relaxed a lot. sean and lauren i love you guys so much! you guys rock! today i got to see sam!! i missed her so much. one week is just toooo long! xo_ [3]

bowling rocks my socks! [21 Aug 2004|11:13pm] [ mood | awake ] [ music | ::olympics:: ]   happy birthday brad!   text="a day of adventure...it was only bowling!"> we surprised brad sooo good! he jumped back like 10 feet when we popped out! lauren, sam, &my feet! in our hot bowling shoes. we want some!!! next time...next time.  me...((jimmy)), bowling...by the way i suck at it! lauren...((carl))! sam...((sheen))!  jimmy ((me)) and sheen. carl and sheen. carl and jimmy ((me)) sheen and me. laton aka mr.bear! the girls. the guys. laton and brad with an air horn. where lauren and i almost got raped...haha just because i needed to get gum for camp. and it was a rip off anyways. that was an experience. i am glad all of you guys have mine and laurens back. love you! <3 best picture ever! xo.     [19]

[21 Aug 2004|04:06pm] [ mood | artistic ] [ music | ::lauren on the phone:: ] off to catalina tomorrow for a week_ <3 [4]

[20 Aug 2004|01:00pm] [ mood | blank ] procrastination is what i seem to do best at this time... [7]

[17 Aug 2004|10:12pm] [ mood | brrr... ] [ music | ::olympics:: ] tonight was amazing! actually scratch that...this whole day has been amazing. i love my friends. especially my close ones. you guys rock my socks...sam, lauren and tara. sam and lauren came over during the day and we skated and were supposed to bake...did that happen...NO...why? because we had no milk. ok anyways we three chilled awhile and then tara and i made teh most spontaneous plans we ever have made..we decided to go to the mall within 10 minutes. and guess what? it worked. me aluren and sam all got dropped off at the mall and we met up with tara. it was the best night in a long time ever...((that made absolutely no sense..)) we put make up on sam and dressed her up and then met up with two of taras friends. we went to the disney store and put on all of these costumes which was fun and took a lot of pictures! we all chilled and when they got food we ended up eating it all...oops! then lauren went around getting free samples and after we went to sweet factory and got all of this free candy. i guess that guy was happy that night...i dont know maybe he was about to go get someeee. so we totally took advantage o his offer which is rather sad...lauren took a whole bucket thing full and then later on "misplaced" it. haha. then off to cinnabon and other places to try on clothes. it was a best nigth i have had in awhile. i love being spontaneous and being with awesome people. sam lauren and tara i love you guys soo much! i WILL pray for you sam for you know why. hocapontus does suck...((she is ugly toooo)) so i am out for the night. i love you guys to death. you all cheer me up. xo! <3333 [7]

[15 Aug 2004|05:45pm] [ mood | angry ] everything is so fucked up. i miss everything that i wish could have. nothing is simple any more. everything is just too complicated and nothing seems right. why cant people listen to others instead of just themselves? why are people so self absorbed and dont care how others feel? i cant take it anymore. i want to go away. i dont know where but just somewhere where things arent so twisted. everything is wicked and evil. i mean how could you believe in good things when everything bad just comes up from behind you. i cant handle this. someone please find a way to cheer me up and get me out of this fucked up situation. god damn this is so emo. whatever tho. i am out. xo. </3 [6]

[14 Aug 2004|10:08pm] [ mood | exhausted ] [ music | ::crickets and phantom planet:: ] cabin16 rocks my socks...lauren, sam, tammy, diana, chelsea, vanessa, michelle, mandi, camarie, and sonya. you guys are awesome and i miss you already. everything was crap in the beginning but thanks to seth he made all of our "drama" go away. "no more pain. no more drama in our lives" blah blah. all we did was chill in our messy food on the floor, clothes covered, pmsing cabin; have lectures for leadership and stuff, high rope course w/ that hot polish accent dude, arts&crafts, ate, walk around, archery, drama ((in both senses)), plan a dance ((which was only fun when they played ska)), planned a carnival thingy, played a prank on the directors, camp fires&morning inspirations, "its all good" dude i love that song. it is way hot. there was like 1832817492384 fires. maybe i am exagerating but there were a lot because of the drought and there was lighting so it burned some trees high up in the mountains. most of us were freaked out over it, but then some were laughing at how we were scared. anyways a few days ago there was a major thunderstorm and it was kick-ass. i love the sound of thunder it is so calming. lauren and i wanted to slide down a hill sitting on a mattrass ((sp?)) but deicided it was better not to. :( so the cits made our own spirit stick. there were so many god damn bugs and we even had a rat in our cabin. chelsea and i talked till 3 something one morning and woke up at 6ish. it was really fun. and one night when we came back from the blue rag ceremony ((when all of the drama was going on)) me lauren and sam decided we wanted to sleep in the fucking bathroom so we didnt have to deal with everyone else complaining about us being so loud. so then vanessa and camarie were going to join us but colbi convinced us not to. i mean now that i think about it...eww! seth talked to us last night until like 2am. we were so loud and all of us were laughing hysterically. lauren i swear to god you are my partner in crime. the first night there we made fools out of ourselves by dancing to spice girls. yes it was way fun tho. lauren and i got to do camp news. yay. it was fun and we made up a rap one night about the six pillars of characters. it was hot. vanessa adriana and me claered things up. thank god because they are so cool. i love you guys. and i find it rather funny how we all thought all of us were bitches before we actually met eachother. dont make fun of because i fell asleep on the bus mandi. i heart you. hey guys we never did the brady bunch skit...sunshine dressed up as a girl one night. funny shit. cabin 8 you guys rock also and you guys are the cutest kids ever. i love your turtle dance turtle. so what else...the food wasnt that bad. there were too many bees and bugs. i was a cit for cabin 9 with sara and jennifer. it was short but fun.we also got fellowship one night and that was pretty kicked back. showers sucked. cold ones were better. my flashlight pissed the hell out of michelle. cabin 15 like 2 of you guys i talked to and are really nice and cool. chelsea you rock when you sing and sean you rock when you sing and play the guitar. sean&lauren thank you so much for helping me with the blue rag thingy i love you guys...sean you are so amazing on your guitar and i love how you play...dont let ppl steal woody haha. right now i cant think of anything else...i am so so sooooo tired and this is the most randomness entry about one topic ever. lauren...respectabonsibility...see what happens when tiredness gets to me. i love you all. if you have any other things that you remember about camp comment on it. i have a serious mental block. ~i wish we could have stayed longer...time goes by too fast and passes so quickly. step out of reality and watch things slip away.~ i couldnt seem to get tears to come out even tho deep down i was so sad to go. but i did cry when i got home...and i am prbly going tonight too... ilove you sammi..you know i am thinking of you! be strong hold tight everyhting is going to be alright. haha that rhymes. ok so im out. xo madison. ps_all of you cits ((guys and girls)) coucelors, jr councelors, and directors ((especially seth)) are so amazing. i miss almost all of you. some more the others. all good things must come to an end...hopefully chill camp next week. more no sleeping. i loved my bed it was comfy. ok i am rambaling...a true form of tiredness. good night. xo [8]

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